As we prepare our hearts for this coming Sunday, Easter Sunday, as many refer to it, or Resurrection Sunday as others prefer, it might be good for our souls to stop and pause to reflect on just what happened before Jesus rose triumphantly from the grave.
Today is Good Friday. The very name we have given it, calling it “Good” Friday, points to the victory over death and sin that Jesus secured on the cross and the resurrection that came on Sunday. But lest we lean towards taking this for granted, we should look back on the night before.
Having warned the disciples of what was about to happened, resulting in Peter’s over-confident ability in his flesh to stand behind Jesus all the way to death, Jesus spent Thursday night overwhelmed with grief.
Matthew 26:36-46
Then Jesus went with them to a place called Gethsemane, and he said to his disciples, “Sit here, while I go over there and pray.” And taking with him Peter and the two sons of Zebedee, he began to be sorrowful and troubled. Then he said to them, “My soul is very sorrowful, even to death; remain here, and watch with me.” And going a little farther he fell on his face and prayed, saying, “My Father, if it be possible, let this cup pass from me; nevertheless, not as I will, but as you will.” And he came to the disciples and found them sleeping. And he said to Peter, “So, could you not watch with me one hour? Watch and pray that you may not enter into temptation. The spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak.” Again, for the second time, he went away and prayed, “My Father, if this cannot pass unless I drink it, your will be done.” And again he came and found them sleeping, for their eyes were heavy. So, leaving them again, he went away and prayed for the third time, saying the same words again. Then he came to the disciples and said to them, “Sleep and take your rest later on. See, the hour is at hand, and the Son of Man is betrayed into the hands of sinners. Rise, let us be going; see, my betrayer is at hand.”
Oddly, maybe because I struggle with depression and have spent many hours praying though them, the narrative of Jesus in the Garden praying, is one of my favorite passages to read. I just think it is an imperative to fully grasp what Jesus was feeling in this time of prayer.
Luke 22:44 reveals the anguish He was experiencing as it says that, “being in an agony he prayed more earnestly; and his sweat became like great drops of blood falling down to the ground.”
Jesus was in a state of despair and agony that I can only imagine was nearly unbearable.
But why? Though Jesus was fully man, He was also fully God and would have known the outcome. He knew the process of the actual crucifixion would last around six hours. Yes, He knew He would be facing a terrible beating before, that would have Him near death before they even nailed Him to the cross. He understood the pain and slow torture the cross would bring, so obviously he had good cause to agonize the night before. In His humanity, He knew pain and He knew the temptation to fear that we all have.
But even for the idea of all that pain, there was something far more horrendous and far more painful that He would endure and that is what drove Him to His knees in prayer, prayer so intense that he would sweat blood.
We must try and understand something that we cannot fully grasp and that is the concept of eternity and the concept of unity that transcends time.
Jesus, The Father, and The Holy Spirit had been in perfect unity and harmony for eternity. They had never known separation. Their bond of love and perfect unity is beyond our understanding. Our sin nature prevents us from having perfect relationships that are free of conflict. But the Holy Trinity is a perfect marriage that was never in conflict. And had never been pulled apart in any way.
We also fail to understand that we really have never been completely separated from God. Though our sin does separate us in the relationship, God’s omniscient nature and the Holy Spirit’s work means that God is always here. The unsaved are also under the umbrella and influence of God’s sovereignty at all times. The worst part of Hell will be that it will be a separation from God as we have also never known.
What Jesus suffered on the cross was that separation, that penalty for sin that we deserve. For Him to be separate from the Father and the Spirit, was an unbearable ordeal as the weight of every single person’s sin was heaped upon Him. The weight of our own sin is enough to drive many to suicide, imagine the weight of the entire world’s sin for all time being placed upon Him. It would have Him go to the Garden and pray in agony for another way. It would have Him cry out, “Eli, Eli, lema sabachthani?” that is, “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?”
So, today as we reflect on what this day is about, let us lament the sorrows of our sin. Let us repent with broken and contrite hearts. Let us remember exactly the price Jesus paid for us.
Then, when we get to Sunday, let us rejoice and worship God as we never have before. Let us lift high the name of Jesus. Let us commit to a life that is worthy of what he has done for us, walking in the power of the Spirit he has sent to live in us. Let us share the good news of the Gospel to all who do not know Him.
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