Most of us have been there. That point in
life where our lives feel as if they are spinning so out of control that we
cannot even muster the strength to get out of bed, much less face the day
before us. Life is hard and more often than we like, it involves events that
are just too hard to bear. It is in those times often even the hardest of
people turn to God in prayer. Even our atheist friends will come to us and ask
us to pray. So we cry out to God and we ask for one of two things. God please
remove this from our life, for it is too hard to bear. Or we ask God to give us
the strength to face the day.
In no way are those prayers wrong. We do
need God’s strength to carry us through. And it is right to humble ourselves
before God and admit on our own we cannot do anything. James 4:2 even tells us “you
do not have because you do not ask.” So, yes. It is more than ok to ask for
strength in prayer.
But sometimes we forget that it is not
our will that we seek in prayer; it is God’s will. Sometimes God’s will does
not line up with our prayers. What happens when we don’t feel that strength we
know we need? This morning as I was reading in Judges, the story of Gideon spoke
to my heart in just this question.
The story is found in the sixth chapter
of Judges and there we find Israel once again has done “what was evil in the
sight of the Lord.” Since God never allows His people to just flounder in sin,
He brings discipline to them by handing them over to the control of Midian, who
oppresses them by taking their food and their ways of producing it away. As
Israel becomes desperate and poverty stricken, they once again, cry out to God.
Most of us have done this very thing in our own lives. Things go well, we start
to drift in our walk. Then God allows discipline in and things go south, so we
cry out in prayer. Israel is so often a picture of our own behavior.
But God does not desert us, nor does He
desert Israel. Even in our sinful behavior God shows us mercy and grace. Psalm
103:8-10 reminds
us that “The LORD is merciful and
gracious, slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love. He will not always
chide, nor will he keep his anger forever. He does not deal with us
according to our sins, nor repay us according to our iniquities.”
So
God sends The Angel of the Lord, a title that describes Old Testament
appearances of Jesus and often called a Christophany, to call out a man to
deliver the nation out of their oppression. In what almost seems humorous, God’s
choice is Gideon. Why is Gideon a strange choice from our perspective? First of
Gideon’s family are worshipers of Baal (though we have no evidence Gideon was
involved). Gideon self describes his family as the weakest in Manasseh and he reminds
The Angel of the Lord that he is the youngest, implying even more weakness.
Not
only is Gideon physically weak, he doesn’t even have much faith. He will test
God continually by what we have come to know as the fleece test. Rather than
accept that God has called him to obey and take charge, Gideon just keeps
questioning God. Gideon wants signs that prove God’s Word is true. The simple
truth is that Gideon doubts God. He is weak physically, emotionally, and spiritually.
So why would God pick him?
The
answer can be found in 1 Corinthians
1:26-29
For
consider your calling, brethren, that there were not many wise according to the
flesh, not many mighty, not many noble; but God has chosen the foolish things
of the world to shame the wise, and God has chosen the weak things of the world
to shame the things which are strong, and the base things of the world and the
despised God has chosen, the things that are not, so that He may nullify the
things that are, so that no man may boast before God.
God
chooses the weak things of the world to show the world it is His power that
rules sovereignly over all things.
Gideon’s
story is a fascinating one. He would go on to fight the battle but something
crazy in human terms occurs. Gideon begins with an army of 32,000 men and are
about to face an enemy of 135,000. Seems like bad odds and we might expect God
would add strength to his army. Not our God. He does not think like us. No, God
takes men away until Gideon faces a 400 to 1 ratio. Gideon fights with only 300
men.
What’s
the lesson for us in this today? I think it’s a simple lesson. Trust God. Obey
God. Have faith in God. If God calls you to do something certainly pray about
it. But don’t be afraid to move forward even if you don’t feel strong enough.
If God called you to the battle, then it is God’s battle and He will provide
the power to win.
Satan
will tell you God has let you down. Satan will tell you that you are unworthy
and you are too weak. Don’t buy it. Listen to God instead. Sometimes when we
think we must move forward in battle and we have the strength, we must step
back and let God do the fighting. Exodus
14:13-14 is a powerful reminder of who we have on our side. “But Moses
said to the people, "Do not fear! Stand by and see the salvation of the LORD which He will accomplish for you
today; for the Egyptians whom you have seen today, you will never see them
again forever. "The LORD will
fight for you while you keep silent."
Do
you feel weak and powerless this very day to even get out of bed? Does it all
seem too much? Then you are right where God wants you to be. Have you prayed
and prayed and yet it seems God just isn’t answering your prayer? Take comfort
and have faith, He has not deserted you. Hear the words that Paul reports on
from his prayers in 2
Corinthians 12:9, “But he said to me, “My grace is
sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will
boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may
rest upon me.”
Let the power of Christ rest upon you.
Nothing is too hard for God. If God says go, then go. Forget about your own
strength. God doesn’t need it. He
is Jehovah Jireh; The Lord who provides.